Our April calendar is a canvas of doctor's appointments. I can't recall having to be "on the run" so much each week....I'm a homemaker, and I homeschool......Home being the key ingredient. I don't like this running. I don't like all the complications that follow traveling to town so many days a week. I'm 29 weeks pregnant, and at the end of the day, I'm simply tired. There's so much to do, and I don't seem to be doing much of it
well.
And, so in essence, what I'm saying is that I don't like the plans God has for us while at the same time I honestly welcome the opportunity we have in all of this to grow and be more like Him. What joy it is to my heart to see how He's transforming me in this area.....being able more and more to submit to His will instead of clutching onto mine tightly . Sanctification flourishes in adversity. He has ordained these days, and He gives me the strength I need to give thanks in everything and do all of this without murmuring and disputing.
I have to know that even though I think all these appointments are doing nothing more than messing up my well planned days, He is actually working it all for good.....teaching us to be flexible, to be even more thankful for home, to carry heavier loads, to trust Him, to let go of what I think must be done and instead do His will most cheerfully, to remember that I'm not in control, to not envy the smoother days of others, to remember that what He has called us to do doesn't change with our circumstances, teaching me that my time is not my own, to let go of my understanding and embrace His sovereignty. You know...I have to put feet to what I say I believe. It's not easy, and I stumble and fail miserably, but how faithful He is lift me up while reminding me of His goodness and faithfulness!
And giving thanks is one of the best ways to stay focused on His goodness instead of on my disappointments.
There was great news at a couple of my own appointments this week......no places of concern when I saw the dermatologist, and of course, the scars from the skin cancer removal in Dec. are looking good. I'm so thankful that I didn't hear...."Mmmm, let me take a biopsy of that...." Yippee!
Precious Boy-On-the-Way is growing and everything looks great with the pregnancy!
How thankful I am, too, for dependable and responsible children who bless me daily as well as a reliable van to get us to all these appointments.
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The Poff Men are having a great time today at the State Knife and Hawk Championship. Scribe took the "real" camera (ha, ha), so I know I should have some great pictures to post later. It's such a blessing to think of Reaches Up (Luke) out there throwing when he was so sick just a couple weeks ago.
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Luke finished one of his antibiotics, and he's so happy about it. It was the worst tasting one, so to be finished gives him even greater relief. He has tolerated the antibiotics well, too, which is such a praise! His eye is still looking puffy, though, and he doesn't return for a check-up for another week and a half. So, please continue to pray for complete healing.
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Mountain Man has had the roughest week at work with more tough and long days ahead, and we covet your prayers for endurance.
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Claire and Elisabeth haven't been feeling well this week as they battle a yucky cold. We appreciate your prayers for them. Praise---my sinus infection has cleared up, and I'm done with antibiotics, too. :)
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On a much lighter side, I found much joy in several little things God provided this week....totally fun finds. :)
Aren't these "Queen Mom" bowls? Costco has this set for just 8.99, and they have lovely green and blue, too.
I don't typically indulge in individual soaps...we just buy in bulk. :), but Bed, Bath, and Beyond had these great smelling and lathering soaps for just $1.00 each. Perfect for adding something lovely to the bathrooms.
Scribe and I found these great CD holders at Wal-Mart for just 6.00. They're a perfect fit for small spaces, including the shelves on one of my bookshelves. Scribe was able to get one in brown.
Aren't these pretty centerpieces? Just $6.50 at Target with their Easter clearance stuff. These fit perfectly on our table.....not too big that we can't see each other, and the colors..well, need I say more?
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And, Claire, ah, Claire. She's takes the most ordinary food and makes it an extraordinary, laughable experience. While my Mom and Aunt were here, they introduced us to these crackerful crackers. I'm just hoping they don't eat them like Claire. Or perhaps they should give her method a try. :)
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We had such an awesome Birthday Scavenger Hunt last Saturday for Scribe. I'll post about that with pictures, too, early next week.
Right now, I'm off to enjoy tea with my lovely daughters and start reading Elsie Dinsmore all over again to them since it's been so long since our last reading time. I'm so thankful for very forgiving daughters. :)
Love,